Lost In Beauty-

I have never felt like that before....Failing in exams....Hiazz...sad,dissapointed,fustrated,scared...It just seems that the world is ending.Truly I had never failed in exams before and it was damm lousy and I failed quite a lot of subjects.
I really felt like dying.I used to get very good results and now???How could I failed!!!Everyday,I studied late till 1-2am but...all my effort gone to waste.Even my best subjects I didn't do well.I am sure that I would get last in class.
I truly hate it.My mother would for sure scold me like crazy...Hiaz...I deserved that.Now I just feel like giving up everything.Study so hard for what.Useless...

Labels: Sobing...die better...no worries

Jinyi